seriously.
i am fucking fed up.
i want to fucking explode already.

fucking hell.
i cant stand him anymore.
first he do all those weird stuff to district.
tat i dont care.
den he come target me.
fuck i saturday already v.frenly go down rite.
if not for shanis i nv go alrd.
and he still got the cheek to say its my event actually.
bloody hell in the first place nv even inform me.
nv even tell me find ppl.
how the fuck i know its my event.
and blame me.
like to pump ppl so much in sentosa izit.
give him face i drop.
still say i argue with him.
just because i dont agree with him.
and i REPLIED.
means i TALK BACK?
he ask question 1 leh.
fuck.
if he dowan me answer say la.
dont bloody ask qns if u dont even want a different answer.
say i shld find my own info.
FUCK YOU LA.
i am in fucking attachment and u expect me to find ?
i got the district stuff alrd.
i know wads going on.
but theres always a line.
as a DC and a clt.
u telling me things that I shld know.
those things are wad DC shld know.
NOT ME.
all those are your personal problems.
ur problems with the district staff.
how the hell we know.
how the hell i know.
i dont WORK at central office.
i am doing my bloody attachment tat fucker.
say until my attachment is not important.


so hes trying to push me out of ncc?
i am trying to help.
and he accuse me of ruining district.
for the past 2 mths tats happened.
HE BLAMED ME AND SIS FOR TAT.
WAD IS WRONG WITH HIM.
NOT HAPPY SAY LA.
TELL ME 1 ON 1.
DONT GO 1 BIG ROUND.
expect most of us to believe wad u said.
u stab ppl at the back everytime.
expect ppl to believe u ?
i hate your arrogance,
your self-centeredness
and your ignorance.
district cant even run alrd.
still wan go bother bout other stuff outside NCC.
dont fucking use ncc to boost your own reputation.
and use us as cheap labours for that.
not even a single appreciation.
u cant even brief ppl properly.
and u expect ppl to understand u.
cant u even THINK ?!
i cant stand u anymore.
still want to threaten us.
THREATEN US USING HIGHER AUTHORITIES.
look whos the dictator now.
who dont approve of coporal punishment.
and yet hes doing it himself.
telling us we dictate the entire district last yr.
3 man run 100+ ppl.
now it seems like .
HES 1 MAN RUN EVERYONE.
still wan to make everyone respect him.
hes DEMANDING respect.
but he dono how to do it.
and he still wan to put a strong front.
FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE.


i want to help.
u want to discharge me.
now is not i want to become bastard.
is u.
i nv even done wrong in any ways.
and u wanna do that.
now the way i see it.
its either he find me to talk nicely.
i will be willing to.
or he will find ways to elliminate me.
make me become scapegoat.
for all his un-doings.
i wanna see how he make his decisions.
its been the most disturbing thing for me since.
if u wan to get me, come and get it.
i am not afraid.
lets see who's in the wrong and who's the right 1.
even if both of us or more ppl will kanna, LET IT BE.
since u dowan us to work well with u, dont.
use your favourite word la.
DISCHARGE.


FUCK YOU.