dear you,
i know you wont wanna hear this. but i have to get it out of my mind.
yes hes a jerk. yes hes creepy. but why he did that in the first place? because of the wrong signal.
you may think its just friendly. and maybe wanna try it out initially.
but when its out of hand, i told you to cut everything.
you never listened.
all the times you gave him false hopes.
are the exact things i said DONT. just ignore.
you never did.
you know, i am really pissed off whenever u told me things went out of hand.
because frankly, u really asked for it.
if you really like him, den what for keep maintaining distance, den suddenly be nice to him?
you alrd knew what he is like, and how things will go out of hand.
when the last time i told you to let it go, and dont bother explaining the situation to ur "friends"
yeah i really thought u listened. you didnt.
its not that i dont wanna know. i want to. i dont want you to get hurt.
but you just followed your kind side. tried to reason it out.
maybe its the same reason why u kept going back to tell him.
hope he will finally understand what you are saying.
but deep down, it wont happen.
i give up telling you what to do,
i hope you will too.
hes threatening you. he made your life miserable.
i hate him as much as you do too.
maybe even more.
idk if what i felt was betrayal.
or something else.
whenever i see you mentioning him.
sucks.
and i rly should concentrate on my studies.
but i cant.
it is you im most concerned about.
damn why am i even saying this.
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