never have i felt so much when i rly wish someone could just die or sth.
bring harm to society only.
but still.
its just my opinion.
not anything much bout returning too.


i hate studies.
yes.
looking forward to nxt yr.
hopefully its army for me.

everyday just seems vain for me.
i really dont know what i really want.
but yet all i have are dreams.

and yes i do realise.
wadever i think of.
will never happen.
the more i think,
the less it will happen.
this is how weird my thinking can be.


and right now still obsessed with taylor swift songs.
lol.
this is wad ppl mean by FAVOURITE SINGER.

its 430am.
dont feel like sleeping.

is something rly lacking from my life?
seriously is there?
just cant seem to find the key.


guess i wont find the thing i want even after army.
just let it be.