woah fuk it man.
wad the fuk i do now.

my diving course.
seems to be on the different flow with almost everything.
my proj need to finish on those 2 wks.
my tests + assessments on those 2 weeks.
my driving prac cannot happen at those 2 weeks.
and all these for the diving course.
should i even consider cancelling it?
how the fuk i do it.
and i still wan to juggle all the things at 1 time.


its seriously impossible.
fuck.

chinese music rly got into me.
yes.
dono y.


wad i can feel now is.
TIRED.
HEADACHE.
tats all only.
yea enough to make a fuked up day .

kinda got addicted to this song.
occasional chinese song is also good.
lol.


i got no more nonsense to blabber.
mayb is cos i typed in 2 blogs alrd ?
mayb possibly.
yea.
cos afterall,
this blog is supposed to hide my emo self.
but I DONT NOW.
lol.
just feel kinda crappy.
yea.


want to slp.
but dowan to slp.
see how crappy i can get now.
sth is fuking wrong with me.
mayb is cos.
i don wanna slp.
cos of tat slping disorder right now.
its rly disturbing.
when u wake up halfway thru the night.
and have to go back to slp.
jsut to experience the same things feel hours or mins later.
tats how irritating it is.
z.z


fuk la.
slp time.