been long eh.
yea just realised this place is where i rly keep my secrets.

i saw this person today.
which i have not seen for dono how long.
and all i can say is.
i really wanted to have a chat.
but it feels weird ah.
her world and mine is so much different.
and yea i did seriously had a crush on her.
but i just have no idea y.
i just dowan to go forth and just start to at least chat with her.


feel hopeless of myself?
perhaps.
lol and no one ever knows bout this.
mayb its just something thats stuck in my head so long.
i dont even realise its there.
i just think her world and my world is different.


mayb is i just dowan to spend my effort to go for her.
or i just dowan to face the reality.
mayb.
perhaps.
and no 1 will ever believed i liked her before.
LOL
no 1 really will.


will i ever have a chance to chat with her alone?
will i ?
i dont think so.
but wadever.
till that time comes,
i will continue and lead my own life.
life's an experience =)