seriously speaking.
i dono wad the hell i am feeling right now.
the feeling of suddenly liking someone.
so much.
at certain times.
but at some point of time, it just disappears.

yes i admit.
most of my personal stuff.
i used to share with her.
i really have no idea y i did tat.
mayb is cos i trust her.
was i really in need of a person who can listen to what i have to say?
or am i just weak not to be able to share in front of my other close frens?
y only her.

and it really seems like i been giving her false hopes.
i know.
but i just wanna remain friends with her.
yet sometimes i dont want things to be tat simple.
i am totally contradicting myself.
what is it i really want?


but really.
i admit.
i really once did like you.
alot.
the relationship we have.
is definitely not what normal friends have.