i should get a year or 2 out of here.
out of this country.
no it's not that i dont like here.
it's just the current state of my life.
i feel that,
im always trapped in a certain vicious cycle
a certain circle.
i want to break free,
i need to break free.
im pretty sure if i remain here,
my life will become damn stagnant without any breakthrough at all.

i want to break free from everything.
i want to start all over again.


dont wanna talk about it anymore.
not now, not in the near future, and not to anyone.
im just gonna enjoy my remaining 1 more month (hopefully) in sg
before i get my ticket for the 1yr+ out.
clear out everything over there, get my wings, and come back.
and change some things in my life.
some things i should have done long time ago.


i think, writing is better.
shall pen down.
more feel.

"being friends with everyone, is tiring." - 2345hrs, 280513.